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[Thursday October 18th, 2007 6:32pm] I misssssssssssss Adam. He stopped by my house today with Alyssa and Pat. Ewe. Alyssa is fucking hideous, and Pat is a huge asshole. But I saw Adam, and I'm a happpppy girl. <3 But, yeah, I need to sleep and be lazy to get perpared for my weekend! Peace G. beep beep

[Wednesday October 17th, 2007 10:53pm] [ mood | mischievous ] Well. It's been years since I've written in this thing. So much has changed.... Anyways. I just tried calling Adam and he's sleeping. : ( I'm so confused right now about what Adam and I are doing with our 'relationship' or whatever. I really love this boy. I smoked a big fatass Dutch today. Mmmm. Yum. Smoke yo' problems away. But yeah, I want Adam and I to work things out, so bad. He's such a great guy. : ( If Adam and I end up just being friends forever, I'll be pretty bummed. But he's worth a wait. Last night he said that he wanted to be more than friends, though. I just have to stop drinking. I've had sex with five people now and it's grossing me out. Despite the fact that four of them were only one time and that's not bad at all... I don't know. I get tested on the 29th and I get some birth control. YAYYYY. But yeah, I'm high, and I'm tired. I have to get up at five, and I don't think I'll survive in front of this fucking computer much longer. I need a fucking ciggarette. Or some GANGJA. Either or. ^_^ Peace G beep beep

[Sunday February 5th, 2006 11:11am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | SOAD!!!!!!! ] WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Okay. I'm sorry, just had to get that off my chest. I know I haven't updated in a long time, but there is alot to talk about right now and LJ is my lassstttt resort. LJ is so lame. Anyways. Tiffany and I like the same guy. She's liked him longer. We talked it out at the beginning of the week and we we're okay with eachother. But then....I was on the phone with Tiffany like Thursday and she goes...'HOLY SHIT TYLER IS CALLING!' I'm like greaaaat. She leaves me on the other line for an HOUR and then comes back to tell me how AWESOME their conversation was. He had apparently invited her to come over to his house on Saturday. Greatttt. I was kinda pissed off and jealous, and then on top of it she calls me back in like a half-hour...TO RUB IT IN MY FACE. Ugh. So I was really really upset and crying my eyes out. If you know me, you know that I never cry. I swear that that was the first time I've cried in a YEAR. So the next day EVERYONE goes and tells her I was crying and shit, of course. I can't tell one of my friends shit without them telling the other. So she was REALLY pissed because I told her I was okay with her and Ty hanging out, and guess what....I LAUGHED. I mean, I don't care if they hang out...but I don't want her, one of my good friends...TO RUB IT IN MY FACE. I was shocked she even did that. Anyways so everyone was like cryin Friday in school. We all needed to have a girls night...so Sam, Leah and Alicia came to spend the night at my dads. Alicia brought Moonshine. Lol. It's this shit that 100% alcohol and its illegal in NY. So we drank a little. It kinda tasted like SHIT so we didn't end up getting wasted like last time lol. I did smoke like 10 cigarettes in a row though. Lol. It was almost as bad as the time when me and Sam smoked a whole pack ourselves in an HOUR. lol. So I get online while everyone is still over and guessssss who was on. TYLERRRR. We talk for a while...and it ends up that he wants to hang tomorrow. So he invites me to his house to hannggg out and then go moonlight bowling at Medina. I decide to invite my friends along cause it would be gay for only two people to bowl. So it was Me, Leah, Sam and Derek at Tylerrrr. We hung for a while...and Ty played guitar for us. He is so fucking amazing at guitar..ugh..I'm jealous! I will never be as good as him. I did learn alot on guitar this past couple weeks though. But Tyler is AWSOME at guitar. Anyways...he was giving me all these little smiles and looks while he was playing. It was hot...he is amazing. Sam and Derek left for a long time while the rest of us were in Tyler's bedroom and me and Tyler made fun of them alot. We were talking about how they were probably making out and fucking and shit. It was effing hilarious. So it comes time to go and we get there...we all get our shoes and shit. I suck ASS at bowling so it was pretty funny. I did get like two strikes tho. Sam and Derek dissapeared to go to 'TOPS'....yeahhhh sureeeeeeeee. So we were all making fun of them. Then me and Leah bought a condom and we intended to blow it up but Alicia's mom was right there. So i was like...'I really don't have any use for this does anyone want it?' Tylers like 'Welllll you might have a use for it.' I'm like, 'Oooohh reallllly.' LOL! He is so cuttte. Then Ashley(Alicia's Sister) told him I liked him aand that we would make a cute couple. He's like..."We'll see. I'll think about it." So I'm PSYCHED! He might be asking me out. Then he's like...'You and me gotta hang out sometime after school this week.' I'm like definitley. Then on the way out he gives me this cute little wave and I give one back. OMG! dksifdgksjhgksldjhgslkdjfhslkdjfhsldkjfhsdkljfhsdlkjfhskdljfhskldjfhsldkjfhslkdjfhslkdjfhslkdjhfslkdjfhslkdjhfslkdjhfslkdjfhslkdjhfslkjdhfskljdhfskldjhfkljsdhfkljH@!q02987421-3957 Lol. I lurveeeeeeeeeeeeeee him. WOOT. Tiff will probably be PISSED at me tomorrow...but guess what...I DON'T CAREEEEEEE. She's had many chances and hasn't taken ANY...so yeah. GO ME! beep beep

[Friday March 18th, 2005 3:46pm] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | Deep - NIN ] beep beep

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